i wish I understood.
You said you wanted me forever. Told me my happiness came before yours. So why am I sitting here wondering why i feel unwanted and shitty. I don’t Understand you, sometimes. I wish I could. You’re going to break me again, i know it. You’ve done it twice already so why wouldn’t you do it a third time? I don’t want to continue something were i know your going to leave. i can feel it. I’ve loved you for over a year now, waited for you to pick me. I’ve tried and tried. But yet your still unhappy. I hate myself for it. But i don’t know what to do. Im giving up on myself, i feel useless. I love you, i do. I could spend my life with you. But, you don’t feel the same. I can tell and it happens to break me. I just wish I could understand..
